Haven't blogged in a long time,
was asking Brenda to help me do my livejournal for me,
but she haven't do yet!
Oh wells, don't feel like blogging nowadays,
don't feel too happy recently.
Went to NSC with Bryna yesterday,
and after that to Ikea.
Thanks Bryna.
Thanks for accompnaying me,
all over Singapore,
hahahhas, no many people will do that.
we bought the same plate!
I'm really grateful!
We do crazy things together <3
I finally finally bought my life jacket.
Yesterday was ah ma's death anniversary,
I kept waking up in the middle of the night.
Maybe cause I know she passed away at night.
Sighs, I miss her.
I wonder if Elisha and Belle misses her anot.
Such sad days I'm having.
Today got back results.
Pupil's profiling.
I'm an Audio Learner,
the stronger one,
so weird, I used to be a visual audio,
no wonder I can half sleep in class,
as long as I listen, Ican understand.
Cool lah xD
Stayed back with squaddies,
I love them,
we played truth or dare until 615!
Then me, Wei Kee and Sian Ching,
headed to Kovan to buy stuffs for camp.
We took a long long time to decide can.
Wei Kee was nce enough to accompany me for dinner.
Had a long long talk with her,
oh man! Now you know all my secrets!
No need to play truth already xD
Wah, squaddies are the love,
I can't seem to keep my deepest darkest secrets from them.
She stayed with me,
until I both ofusgot up abus,
that we both can take!
I love you, dearest!
Homed.
Camp tomorrow.
I feel no excitement or whatsoever.
It's on my birthday lah!
Who will right.
Darn. Of all days.
And Siew Li called me just now,
talked to me about stuffs and all.
I bet she couldn't tell, I was crying over the phone.
Sighs, but it was all wrong.
Oh wells. Tomorrow will be a better week.
Tears on my pillow, will not wash away the stains you left.
Squaddies are still loved.
I wish I can say I do not care and MEAN IT.
Someday, I will mean it.
One fine day.
I'm still daddy's beloved,
embraced in his love,
no matter how tough,
how tiring, how many tears I shed,
life is still worth living cause of him.
Oh, thanks bestfriend for your present,
it was the first (:
Take out the lies, I telling myself, forcing myself,
to be numb towards everything.
